I’m just going to do one big whole reply, instead of replying to all individually.
To the anon who said he cheated on me, he never did. I know because he lived with me for the whole relationship, until the last three months of it. We were very open with each other, he looked in my phone, I looked in his. I was his first girlfriend, ever, so he never really had anyone to be there for temptation. He never talked to girls, either when he was with me. To the anon who is on his girlfriends side, please stop taking that girls side. She is a bitch all together. I say this because her, him, and I all share the same class together, and she asked him to be with her, knowing I was going to see that shit EVERY DAY. She fucking knew how much I loved him, how long we were together, and all that shit. If she was as nice as you think, she wouldn’t have agreed to being his girlfriend yet. She would have waited. To the anon who said he hit me, he didn’t hit me. He just shoved me away because he was not happy with me, and no that is not an excuse for him, I just don’t want people to think he back handed my face when he never did. To @bristcbrenda, I ask myself this question every day. How can I love someone who does this kind of shit now? He never use to be like this, he has changed completely. It’s awful to see and be apart of, but I can not help myself but love him because of so many reasons… I can’t list them all here without telling you me and his whole relationship. To the anon who stated that it’s been a little over a year since your break up, and letting go was the best choice, I am coming to terms with that. I felt myself beginning to let go until recently when he came back around. That obviously shows how weak and unemotionally stable I am. To the anon who says men want women who don’t want them back, it’s true. I don’t disagree with your theory, but it’s hard to be that kind of lady when you never were that sort of person… I want to not want him, I do! But since he has broken up with me, I find myself not needing him the way I used too, so progress is in the making. To the last anon, I think I am making up 75% of what he says in my head too. But I don’t want to face it, yet. To @fitzarr, I understand what you did, and I hope he doesn’t do that to me, even though he technically is doing it. I wish I could believe everything he tells me, but I know in my heart, not too. To the anon who thinks that he can have her and me, he can’t. I’m not going to be his toy anymore. I may be weak for him, but I won’t allow him anymore to keep playing her and I. It’s either me or her. His choice. To the anon with the quote, how do you let go and move on when your heart won’t budge??