☾ Aprhodisiac : archive message

I'm so tired and unmotivated and life is so boring and pointless and I don't wanna do anything with myself anymore. // Personal
You say you are happy when you are with your boyfriend. However, it doesn't appear that you are happy now that he's come back. How can you be when you're always second guessing his motives for coming back and wondering if he's happy? If you continue feeling this way, it's not going to be good for any sort of relationship you wish to carry on with him. asked by Anonymous

I am not so happy right now because I guess I feel like this is all my fault. Like I am the one who caused all of this because of how I acted with him in the past. There is so much a person can take and I gave him his limit, and I regret it all. And all I want is him to see that I am sorry and that I really do love him! And I know he loves me, I do. I fear to talk to him because he doesn’t want to hear my sob stories and such. It’s just so complicated. I wish I could take everything I have ever said or done that was harmful to him. 



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