Can I just stop breathing yet
May 2012
Went to a party tonight
It got shut down right when I got there. I was so mad! Saw my ex’s best friend there, he approached me. It was awkward. Then saw my exs friend there who I want to begin talking to, but right as we made eye contact he yells at everyone to get out because it was his house and his party. Ughhhh then we had to leave. Why don’t I ever have any good luck ever.
Free
Haley Reinhart
Haley Reinhart // Free
It’s not like I’m invisible, you still wear me under your skin
When we talk, we don’t talk at all
Too weak to leave, too stubborn to give in
Who is gonna be the first to say a truce
It’s not enough that we should part can’t stop fighting too
We don’t let go, we can’t get close
I still need you, when you still need me
This tug of war can’t go on anymore
Nobody wins from this misery, free
Well oh can’t you see, I wanna be, I want you to be, free
It’s not like she isn’t loving you
It’s just that you can’t be alone for too long
I’d like to wish you all the happiness
Maybe the truth is, it will kill me if you move on
Who is gonna be the first to say enough
Who is gonna be the first one to find true love
We don’t let go, we can’t get close
I still need you, when you still need me
This tug of war can’t go one anymore
Nobody wins from this misery, free
Well oh can’t you see, I wanna be, I want you to be, free
Let it be, let it be just a beautiful memory
Anything that starts will have an ending
Let it go cause we both know this will only be over when we’re free
We don’t let go, we can’t get close
I still need you, when you still need me
This tug of war can’t go on anymore
Nobody wins from this misery
I wanna be free
Dude, that sounds like the kind of situation I'd avoid.:)) Do you really like this guy enough to go through all the complications? How well do you know your ex? I mean, is going out with this guy something he'd care about? Also, I think the friends not liking you is a huge factor. Are you really cool with dealing with all of that?
well i was with my ex for over a year so i know him pretty well. i dont know how he is now though, but he has a new girlfriend, so would he care? i was planning on telling him to keep it on the down low though so that no one would know. and i thought this guy was cute before i even knew my ex existed. so…… i dont know. ah
I need help with a situation.
Good or bad idea?
My friend is dating my ex’s friend who is friends with this Guy who I think is adorable! But these guys are all in the same group and have the same friends and they all skate with my ex. So my friend is trying to get me together with this Guy and he said he wants to meet me, but he doesn’t remember that he met me at my ex’s party. Overall he doesn’t remember I am this guys ex, but their friends don’t like me at all. But he doesn’t know. Should I start talking to him, or no?
And think about how my ex will react knowing I am talking to someone from his crew. Would he get mad or not care?
Why do you have to make me think so damn hard?
Why do you pretend I’m not alive in front of her, but when she’s not there, you notice me? Why do you want to hate me for five minutes, but smile so big at me the next? Why are you so immature and dumb, that you can’t see you’re making the hugest mistake right now. Why do I think of you EVERY fucking DAY. Just… stop.
hey, you walked into class :) you tried.
Guess you got yourself a point, anon <3
(about being brave) you talk about how you feel, so you address it and you've accepted it and you still go to those classes, you still go to school! I bet you don't look like you wear a rucksack every morning either. I know it doesn't seem like a big deal, but trust me, it really really is.
Ah, I see. Well you know, I haven’t really accepted it yet. It’s really hard for me to actually be able to arrive there. Just yesterday I had to walk out in the middle of class because I began to cry seeing them together. If that’s brave, then thanks! :(((
Why did you always awknowledge my existence when shes not around?
do us all a favor and just stab yourself.
You will get through it! Love fucking hurts, sooner or later it won't and it will be worth it. Whether it's with him or not.
uuughhh everyone tells me this, and I do believe it, I do! But I wish I didn’t have to get through anything and he would just come back :(((( love hurts so much. why do emotions have to get the best of everyone? thanks for your advice though!
