February 2011
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I hate showing emotions or anything that has to do...
I’m not just saying that because it seems like everyone else finds that it’s the thing to do these days. I am saying this because it is true. I find someone I like, but I can’t show them anything. When I’m about to, I get choked up and all the words are stuck inside me. I open my mouth to say what’s on my mind, but there is a barrier in my mind blocking everything....
roger--waters asked: your blog is quite darling. thought you should know :)
January 2011
11:11
me: Mom! It's 11:11. Make a wish!
mom: Ok. I want sex
me: Oh my god, gross.
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When the tables are turned on you, you just...
You hate being ignored, don’t you?
You hate being left out, don’t you?
You hate someone not caring, don’t you?
You hate me having someone new, don’t you?
You hate me not begging for the attention this time, don’t you?
You hate being forgotten, don’t you?
You hate not being worth someones time, don’t you?
You hate being not loved, don’t you?
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I have had my Mac for about 3 years
Since then, I’ve had two Window laptops. I’ve never done anything to any one of those laptops or downloaded shit, but their systems ALWAYS give out and the fucking hard drives flip a shit for no reason. They don’t last for more than 1 year and a half. I’m so pissed because last night, my second laptop is giving out with apparently some viruses on it. Where from?! Who knows,...
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I am so lost.
My heart is in one place, but my brain is in the other. Of course both things are complete opposite from each other. I know what is right in both parts and I know what is awful in both, too. All I can do is just wait. Wait for everything to be okay so we can be okay. I don’t want to sit there with him anymore, freaking out at every little sound I hear or feel like everyone is watching me and...
Three years is a long time to wait for something...
All these stick thin girls on Tumblr make me feel...
I have a feeling today is going to be a...
I didn’t know that this something was really nothing in my way But now I know that this something just has to leave so it can stay It has to leave so it can stay I let it go to love it all the way
I wish I was Seventeen again.
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I really need to stop biting my nails.